It's been 2 weeks today
that you finally got it your way
you left us here, without a farewell
leaving behind just your smell
everyone tells me to respect your decision
and understand that you fulfilled your mission
but they don't understand my pain
they don't know how it feels to be stuck under the rain
I wish I could hold you
and tell you that I love you
I wish I could understand
I wish I was there to hold your hand
maybe I could have changed your mind
the night that you decided to leave
and to no longer believe
I know you weren't afraid anymore
of who would be waiting for you at the door
I finally saw your last letter
I was hoping it would make me feel better
instead I miss you more
and your last words made me swore
it made me wish you weren't gone
because I don't know for how long I can stay strong
it's been 2 weeks I lost you brother
it's been 2 weeks I lost my other
I wish you had given me the chance
to take one last glance
at you face filled with love
before you fly away like a dove
rest in peace brother
I hope you will no longer suffer
I will be waiting for you in my dreams
to re-live all those beautiful memories.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
I Miss My Big Bro
I Miss My Big Bro
From day one,
without knowing it,
I loved you with all my heart.
As I grew older I looked up to you and to no other.
Yes, we fought many of times but you supported,
and encouraged me in everything I did.
You were my best friend and my hero.
At night I miss the sound of your music,
I miss you climbing through the window when you were late.
I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe.
I miss our nonsense arguments and all our wrestling matches just to pass time.
I like to remember our times together good times and the bad.
I regret the times I yelled at you when you were only trying to help,
but you know I only did it because you did it to me.
I wanted to do everything you did,
because I wanted to JUST like you!
I miss your smile,
and I miss the way our room smelt of your cologne.
But most of all I miss your reassuring hugs and playful kisses.
I wish I could go back and tell you how I felt,
tell you that I really need you no matter what I said.
I kept your favorite sweater and wear it every time I miss you
like I did when I was little.
I will always love you no matter how long its been,
since the day your life came to an end.
I miss my big brother.
without knowing it,
I loved you with all my heart.
As I grew older I looked up to you and to no other.
Yes, we fought many of times but you supported,
and encouraged me in everything I did.
You were my best friend and my hero.
At night I miss the sound of your music,
I miss you climbing through the window when you were late.
I miss your comfort and the way you made me feel safe.
I miss our nonsense arguments and all our wrestling matches just to pass time.
I like to remember our times together good times and the bad.
I regret the times I yelled at you when you were only trying to help,
but you know I only did it because you did it to me.
I wanted to do everything you did,
because I wanted to JUST like you!
I miss your smile,
and I miss the way our room smelt of your cologne.
But most of all I miss your reassuring hugs and playful kisses.
I wish I could go back and tell you how I felt,
tell you that I really need you no matter what I said.
I kept your favorite sweater and wear it every time I miss you
like I did when I was little.
I will always love you no matter how long its been,
since the day your life came to an end.
I miss my big brother.
My Brother
You've been there for me
Through it all
You're always there to catch me
When I start to take a fall.
If I do something bad
You'll take the blame
And for all of that
I am feeling shame.
I never did tell you
All the things I felt
Like how I really love you
And in my heart you'll dwell.
You protected me from the world
That left the bruises on your face
All the tears and scrapes
I wish I could erase.
When my life fell apart
You patched things up
You took care of my heart
When times got rough.
With just the warmth of your touch
You saved me from the world
You loved me so much
But my love for you was not said.
If you knew what I knew
Maybe you'd stay home
If you heard what I didn't say
Maybe I wouldn't be alone.
If you could see the part of me I hid away
Maybe you could see
How much I want you to stay
Here at home with me.
You may think I don't care
Because I never show it
But I'll always be here
And I hope you know it.
Wish we could go back
We can start over again
I don't want to be alone
I need brother I need a friend.
If you think of me
While you're protecting the country
Think of how much you mean to me
And how proud I am of you, Saeed.
Remember I will be here
When you're at the battle field
I'll be here for you
As you're love shield.
Do not leave this world
While you're over seas
Do not leave this little girl
Do not leave me.
If you do have to go
Before I say goodbye
Remember I love you so
As you begin to fly.
Remember I will be here
Through and through
Remember I will always care
Just as much as you do.
You've done so much for me
And yet I not for you
I hope you will forgive me
For all the things I didn't do.
Through it all
You're always there to catch me
When I start to take a fall.
If I do something bad
You'll take the blame
And for all of that
I am feeling shame.
I never did tell you
All the things I felt
Like how I really love you
And in my heart you'll dwell.
You protected me from the world
That left the bruises on your face
All the tears and scrapes
I wish I could erase.
When my life fell apart
You patched things up
You took care of my heart
When times got rough.
With just the warmth of your touch
You saved me from the world
You loved me so much
But my love for you was not said.
If you knew what I knew
Maybe you'd stay home
If you heard what I didn't say
Maybe I wouldn't be alone.
If you could see the part of me I hid away
Maybe you could see
How much I want you to stay
Here at home with me.
You may think I don't care
Because I never show it
But I'll always be here
And I hope you know it.
Wish we could go back
We can start over again
I don't want to be alone
I need brother I need a friend.
If you think of me
While you're protecting the country
Think of how much you mean to me
And how proud I am of you, Saeed.
Remember I will be here
When you're at the battle field
I'll be here for you
As you're love shield.
Do not leave this world
While you're over seas
Do not leave this little girl
Do not leave me.
If you do have to go
Before I say goodbye
Remember I love you so
As you begin to fly.
Remember I will be here
Through and through
Remember I will always care
Just as much as you do.
You've done so much for me
And yet I not for you
I hope you will forgive me
For all the things I didn't do.
Brothers
What is a brother's place in a family? To a younger brother or sister, he may be a guide to help traverse the complicated path of growing up. To an older brother, a little brother may be seen as a tag along and pain in the neck. As much as siblings squabble when they are young, this is not a sign that they do not love each other. Most siblings would lay down their life for each other. As children grow up they usually find it easier to get along and relate to each other in rewarding ways.
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